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Random [Kitchen Appliance Edition]
May. 9th, 2015 04:20 pm~I've been doing my best to fight off a really bad depression. Binge watching The Good Wife [Season 6 finale tomorrow night], keeping 'busy', looking for solutions...and I'm failing. It's making my body hurt.
This month started off okay. We were catching up. I was able to write again...
...and then the fucking refrigerator started fucking freezing everything. That means no eggs, which is a staple for Le-Le. That means I cannot make my usual two monthly 'big pots of whatever' because those will fucking freeze. And it means waiting for the thing to just fucking crap up so we can't even working around shit freezing.
March and April wiped out the small cushion we'd built. If I hadn't been so depressed from the holidays, I'd have asked for help with the 'bad teeth kitty'. But I didn't. Mostly, I felt guilty for asking because I knew it is largely one person who's carried that weight and I know he's been tight, too.
Le-Le set up a GoFundMe account yesterday, but so far not a penny has showed up. I cry and think of killing myself, but even if I was so inclined, I can't because Le-Le and the furballs depend upon me.
So this is one more fucking Cry For Help in what seems an endless series of them....
Our Refrigerator Needs Replacing: http://www.gofundme.com/u38e62js
This month started off okay. We were catching up. I was able to write again...
...and then the fucking refrigerator started fucking freezing everything. That means no eggs, which is a staple for Le-Le. That means I cannot make my usual two monthly 'big pots of whatever' because those will fucking freeze. And it means waiting for the thing to just fucking crap up so we can't even working around shit freezing.
March and April wiped out the small cushion we'd built. If I hadn't been so depressed from the holidays, I'd have asked for help with the 'bad teeth kitty'. But I didn't. Mostly, I felt guilty for asking because I knew it is largely one person who's carried that weight and I know he's been tight, too.
Le-Le set up a GoFundMe account yesterday, but so far not a penny has showed up. I cry and think of killing myself, but even if I was so inclined, I can't because Le-Le and the furballs depend upon me.
So this is one more fucking Cry For Help in what seems an endless series of them....
Our Refrigerator Needs Replacing: http://www.gofundme.com/u38e62js
