The Divine Mr. M

~Had to run around yesterday morning. Knocked me out of course. I'm still running on vapors.

I did however spend an hour early in the AM working on some details of The Festival of The Turning. [see Matriarchal Calender] Slowly I'm moving back to working on The Explanation. It's been a few weeks now and I'm getting restless, though I'll likely not fully jump back in until after The Turning.

I have other shit to talk about, but right now I'm gonna get a bit more sleep...

~I am both bored and twitchy. Working on The Explanation is something that takes up a vast amount of head-space. And that space is now empty, though the thing still echoes like mad inside my skull.

I do feel better in a 'general sense' in that I'm not experiencing Exhaustion and/or Overwhelm. And yet...

I have to let this thing that had dominated my life for years be 'done' for an undefined amount of time even though I know full well that it is not over and that it is 'out there' waiting for me, itself knowing that I will, I must, return to it in due course. *deep deep sigh*

In the meantime...what else can I say? *sits and stares at the monitor*